(Mile 1127.5 to
Tinker Knob, 1148.5 = 21 miles)
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| Rock cairn art. |
I had service
this morning from our campsite overlooking Tahoe, and the first message changed
the day and perhaps trip. It was from
Erin "Wired" Saver, class of 2011.
She had written about possibly trail angeling us in Oregon. I had sent updated information about where
we'd be. We'd love to see her!
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| Lake Tahoe. Reminds me of my friends, Ryan and Rebecca, who got married there! |
But that is not
all she wrote. That was the first
paragraph. The second was the long one
and the one that had me sitting up straight in bed and gave me
butterflies. She strongly encouraged us
to do a solo section in Northern California.
As in split up. As in camp alone. As in in the dark. She went on to say a bit about her solo
experience and the growth that came from it.
And how we wouldn't want to come to the end of the trip with what ifs
and regrets. I was busted.
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| It was another great sky and great rock formation day. It is amazing how lighting affects everything. |
See, I have
known all along that I should do at least some of this solo. That there are things I need to learn that
would not, could not happen with another.
But, I am afraid of the dark. And
over the course of the trip so far, I had myself convinced that I was getting
enough solo time, enough time to think that I didn't actually need to hike any
of the trail solo. I really had let it
go. Until this morning, when, out of the
blue, Wired told me to do a leg solo. No
one has said a word to me about it. I
think my family and friends feel more comfortable knowing that I am with
someone. I know I do! And then Wired comes along and just says it
and doesn't really give me an out. It is
JUST what I needed! A push! I am ridiculously glad and thankful.
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| Sun setting behind Tinker Knob. |
And so, I don't
know quite when or how I'll do, but I will be hiking solo sometime in the next
few weeks. Gumby, hopefully, will
not. She does not want to. She said she grew up as an only child and had
plenty of alone time. She'll find hikers
to travel with at whatever town we stop in.
Meanwhile, she's helping me out now by sleeping a little ways away so
that I can get used to staying alone.
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| Billy's peak! Just for you, Billy! |
I have been
thinking about this all day. I am
nervous and excited. I know it is what I
need and that this is the right time. I
will go for it soon so that I don't chicken out. I can use all of the encouragement you
have. Wired has already written back
with recommendations of where to do it and tricks to help yourself sleep. I am grateful. For the support and especially for
inadvertently calling me out! Thanks,
Erin/Wired!
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| Sunset from camp. A great night for a little solo time. |
